There's such a thing as the nature of the mind and it's conclusions being logical and then there's such as nature which is unpredictable and doesn't follow any laws of predictableness or mathematical rationale,this presents a dilema for the human being.The solution is to have a partial distrust for reason.We are given senses as human beings,the most important being sight facilitated by eyes.With these eyes we process information but our brains also colours the eye's interpretation through the consequence of memory.Using education and experience the normal person uses their female side to evaluate what is before them.I am a very revolutionary human because I am interferring in this process of digesting information by manually controlling the chemical balance of my brain through the daily application of psycotrophic medication.
However in order to placate fools of which there are many an intelligent being believing in co-operation must also show spirit even if this is to include violence.A human being afterall is not just a herbivore it is an omnivore.My advice to achieve the duality of objectiity and violence is to set standards based on principles about how one treats others and he stainlessness of one's own behaviour.The survivors are the hard working,educated,inelligent,proud and kind.
When I arrived at my new Primary School it was a rude awakening to a far less enlightened environment than I was used to.There was a love child there who refused to wear a uniform and for this supposed crime he was teased relentlessly.Apparently it contnued for him into High School and in the end he committed suicide by throwing himself in front of a train.Children can be very cruel from an early age.I was often bullied in school,I never absolutely fitted in although I was generally liked as an intelligent larrikan I was still an outsider who was also ignored by the girls.One marked difference I had was that my parents were divorced which was a great tabboo in the 70's and 80's.During this time I had a great crush on a girl called Heidi but was painfully shy and never proposed a romance with her.I have often times been painfully shy when It comes to professing my love for a female.My wife has told me that although I have liked her since she was sixteen it wasn't until years later that she realised this.Thankgod single life is over and thankgod monogamy has a beautiful reason which is replicated by some animals for instance Kookaburras.Women are called the fairer sex not because they are weak but because if they can champion the underdog in society they will do so especially when that type of person is being singled out for ethnic cleansing.
I've been left alone in psychiatric wards for reasonable amounts of time with next to nothing to entertain myself with.I've experienced a lot of solitude.Even when I was a child,the railway station where I grew up would only receive one train an hour but I would gladly wait in the wind and the rain for the long journey into the city.When I was sixteen I would fuck my girlfriend and then run twelve kilometres home in the desserted streets.If ever I have an appointment I turn up an hour before and just wait.Some of the greatest loneliness I've experienced was in group homes both in Sydney and Hobart.Before I got my worst scars covered by tattoos I used to stare at them in bed and pine for a girlfriend I lost because of my unstable nature and terrible loosing streak.My life is a lot less arduous now but I am still capable of being alone as I exhibited recently when I stayed in Jogyakarta on my own.At times I felt suicidaly depressed and all I did was eat and then get pissed but like they say you've just got to harden the fuck up.I had a dream that I went to gaol and it's weird because it feels so sinister and actual,probably just the dream police fucking with my head.A lot of people wouldn't have had the backbone to have led my life but please abhore war because I am over hardship and that's what it would entail plus a heavy dose of monotony.
I hook into the Indonesian clove cigarettes.The brand I buy are 38mg of Tar.I love the way they smell and crackle occaisonly as the cloves burn.I go into the town and buy a few cartons.The price of one carton is the same as one packet in Australia.I am never without either softdrink or beer.Beer is reasonably expensive by Australian standards.I like to carry my machete and hatchet because the only way to sway a terroist is to kill him.I'm very into Indonesian Nationalism and I wear the Javanese hat,the pece aswell as various prayer sarongs.I normally stay in Java for two months but I have stayed for much longer.Their television is pretty shithouse and is saturated with shampoo and motorbike adds.Occaisonly I take digital photos of people and landscapes to take back to Australia and work on them in Photoshop.The nightlife where I am is non-existant so I ride a borrowed motor scooter to a tourist town for rich Indonesian business people where I drink the local drop Bintang.I believe in starring at plants and flora generally and whilst I mayhave been isolated amongst very spiritual people they accept that plants are the original inspiration of God and it is worthwhile to imbue their originalness.I tak my psychotrophic medication and I get the tour done sometimes by the skin of my teeth.
Persons receiving the Pension are legally entitled to go overseas whilst receiving benefits.it is limited to three months for those receiving the Disability Support Pension.The affordable and safe option is to choose South East Asia.Fly to Denpasar and stay in a Backackers in Kuta.Access all of Bali such as Tulaben,Gunung Batur,Lovina,Tirtaganga and Ubud uing cheap public transport.Catch a bus to Java and stay in Yogyakarta.Therein live frugally spending your time reading and acrue pension money for the journey to Singapore.Catch a Pelni Ship with an economy class ticket from Semarang to Singapore.Check out Singapore for a day and then catch a Bus at night to Kuala Lumpur in Malaysia.Stay in Kl for a few days and go to the Thailand embassy to get a good renewable visa.Catch the bus to Hat Yai Thailand and then catch another bus to Bangkok.Stay in Khao San Road for 1 month saving your money and live and eat cheaply.After this time has elapsed catch a bus to Chaing Mai.In Northern Thailand visit and stay in Mae Hongson,Pai Lamphun and Lampang.Enter Laos via Chiang Kong and stay in Huaxai.Travel down the Mekong by tourist boat and visit towns on your way to Vientienne.Continue until you get to Southern Laos and re-enter Thailand and retrace your steps all the way to Denpasar where you will board your flight back to Australia.This message will self destruct in thirty seconds.
I'm sure our lives are pre-arranged by Governments.To be a politician is mostly concerned with the charade.There can be no time for virtue or ideology because these things however well meaning are bound to repeat the violent mistakes of the past.There is very little room for Id and public embarrasments are at all costs meant to be kept to a minimum.I never thought my personal history might come to haunt me however I failed to see that implications of living in a world full of nepotism are that we must defend ourselves in time and space lest we court tragedy.As we age we evolve into a leader but like Kennedy or Hitler I like ilicit drugs as a means to satiate my continual desire for espirit d'corps.Often times I think I would have been more suited to the Nineteenth century when people's political passions hadn't yet been proven to be spurious.Contemporaneously the Leader of My State is Kristina Keneally.Like most State Premiers she is more of a Railway Station Manager merely concerned with the day to day affairs and rudementary functioning of the community.I hated the former Priminister john Howard because of his Right wing views especially Australia's involvement in the Iraq war.The conservatives often rant on about the evils of our Welfare State.The idiots are also into solutions which may aswell mean The Final Solution.
The English Monarch must adhere to the 39 Articles of Faith as his or her contract with his or her subjects.There are many tragedies to endure on this planet.Therefore I don't grieve much when people die.If you have experienced a death of someone which has effected you negatively call on the use of your senses to place you somewhere probably hideous as it's reality and then understand that life is for living and it is guilt at being alive that is also making you so sad.As I have disclosed my Schizophrenia I am the victim of a lot of slanders and hatred from grown adults.Is it true that every human being seeks to belong?I don't sin and I'm being Jew Baited.They'll lock you up and throw away the key if you use metascepticism.Is all this life just a figment of my imagination which ceases to exist when I die?Are all of our antiquities and aged landscapes some sort of Stage prop designed to convince us of something other than a totalitarian conspiracy in which the Thought Police seek out rebels who know the truth?Are the maps of the world actually the true landscape or are their secret regions where the chosen live in paradise?What is the consequence of 'Playing God' and are we all inevitbly clones?Are the American Governments underground concealing Nazis who will emerge once they have destroyed the above ground populations?His initials are an acronym for the names of Satan.
What many foreigners may find hard to believe is that Australia doesn't have a President as Head of State.Our Priminister is accountable on a basis of understanding of propiety to the Australian Governor General who is the representative of The English Monarch who also holds the title of King or Queen of Australia,contemporaneously it is Queen Elizabeth II.I used my initiative to create the Royal Australian Marine Corps which hasn't existed in Australia for 100 years or more in order to fill the breach of morale deficiency which was threatening to undo the resolve of Australian society and it's leaders.I would still like to fight the enemy physically.Their propensity to kill innocent people is a fucking disgrace and their best insult is to call we Australians 'crusaders' alluding to the barbarity of Europeans in the Middle East during Medieval times.This is something that I am not ashamed of.Richard the Lion Heart is an inspirational figure and I believe there are three legitimate claimants to the Holy Land,Muslims,Jews and Christians.I want Australia to focus their inherited strength towards fighting for the principle of virtue and oncemore occupy Jereusalem.I refuse to run or hide from the Saracen.
Catholics can't believe that I can live my life without Jesus.I don't want the world to end because I'm having so much fun.My insight tells me that people sometimes like me but I have no idea why.When people don't approve of me I often concurr.I've recently got back from Java and Bali.I stayed in Denpasar,Jogyakarta,Jakarta and Ambarrawa.I've always been an ambitious person but things didn't go so well for me since I was a small child.With my Mother and Step-Father we survived though.There's a TV presenter in Sydney who's developed mental illness.His parents said that they can't control the life of a 33 year old and I think this is very true and I've admitted that to myself from the get-go.If you're suffering from being a misfit the best thing to do is remember your pride,it can be a great ally.During periods where I've been under the pump I always set out to live it up and I fought to preserve this rebel streak in me and I've been vindicated.There is an adage 'never trust a man who doesn't drink'.If you're into austerity take it somewhere else weirdo.Even if God does exist he provided these intoxications that we may take the good and the bad with a sense of humour.A generous spirit doesn't waste any of the perishables that grace his table.Love and be merry.
She caught my attention in the Gay bar holding a beer can between her tits.I was tripping hard on an Astro boy.We went back to the house where she was a guest and in the morning I was still off my face and had to meet the old woman she was boarding with,it was very embarrasing because what was I to say to her...'yeah I'm still off my face on LSD and I just spent all night fucking your boarder'.I had no idea where I was and escaped into the acid saturated morning to go home,to the safety of my parents house on the upper north shore of Sydney.I'd borrowed this girl's jumper and she wanted it back.I couldn't face seeing her again and she rang me for months trying to get it back.Another time I found myself tripping on a green pyramid gel trip and lying on the dashboard of some strangers car speeding through the Eastern suburbs.Eventually I took a not very attractive chick into a flatmate's bedroom and performed some half arsed sex act on her.After I was finnished I took her out the front door and threw her in the gutter just to get her off my case.I suppose you think that was harsh but that's really the tip of the iceberg.Being good seems so unappealing.I like to use my senses primarily as my guide in an uncertain world whilst others focus on personal principles such as responsibility.It's become positive to be negative in this fundamentalist,moronic world.
Those of the Patriachy or else inadvertant obstructers of myself are either defeated by artifice or raw aggression.To put it simply I am undertaking another assault on the Indonesian archipelago,a mobile mission this time starting off in West Java and taking a photographic tour back to Central Java via Jogyakarta.Schizophrenic's are judged on their sanity whilst they are in an uncomfortable environment with no accurate perception of their achievements and their strengths are ignored by not particularly bright nurses.One thing I always knew was that I'm not a dysfunctional individual and my conquests have included many adventures overseas.As it stands the Mental Health System that deprived me of my liberty shall now dance to my tune especially since I am compliant with medication.The shit makes me on the one hand more mad and on the other less anxious.I'm supposed to be stacking shelves somewhere or digging ditches but this is an agenda from hate filled psychiatrists which has no bearing on the way I decide to live my life.Ggetting ready for bustling streets filled with beggars and touts whilst I seriously march my way into hostel's.The important thing is to count one's luggage and establish one's abode via taxi's and YES USE THE FUCKING METER.
Hecate is denied her equal status with Heros.They land American maggots on her Luna surface.Were they doing the American media thing to focus on the Charioteer exclusively and ignore the other God's in the name of simplicity.Any student of theology or Classical philosophy knows that reverence for the humble stoicism of the worker is as integral as any of their other viewpoints.As a consequence of owning my own home and having a nice car the Nazi's are salivating over the prospect of appropriating my wealth.When all political groups disdain schizophrenic's and their supposed delusions it represents a dangerous seed of toxic biggotry.I hate journalists who plagiarise everything and generation Y weirdos with a penchant for sneering at me only based on the label a delusional tyrant psychiatrist Jew gave me.If my vocabulary and knowledge is something you can't fathom don't right it off as gibberish.My accomplishments in life are such that I am better than most people but I am quick to forgive their transgressions.It's not against the law to be warm and communicative.People who seek through ambition to criticise their inferiors are sociopaths who should be made to work in the Salt Mines.Being adroit at Academia does not require the soul needed to do physically debilitating work day in day out.
Mindful Phoenix Arts
Sebastian Thomas has relocated to Brisbane Australia.Kumari are Nepalese girls worshiped as godesses owing to their perfection.Sebastian's child Jude is indeed a male kumari.Diving is now Sebastian's priority.Taiwan was good for Mindful Phoenix but the Lucky country is certainly a better more civilised abode than Asia.Taiwan or Formosa island as it is also known is basically populated by Chinese Nationalists.Silat is a Malay martial art practised throughout Indonesia.Sebastian and family plan to live in Malaysia.Silat and the art of the Kris will no doubt be appealing to Sebastian.Java was a Dutch colony until the Japanese overran it in 1942.Animism is widely practised in South East Asia but beware some of the things they believe when repeated back home in a Westerrn environment will not be received well.
The Inherited Experience
Kevin Rudd has become Priminister.His rhetoric is similar to the politalk so adroitly described in the 'Yes Minister' program.Can I express my Love for humanity by drinking two dozen VB's in a sitting?Decisions like strap explosives to your body and detinate yourself are yesterdays trend.If as when I was in high school I believe every woman to be beautiful, why do woman contemporaneously sometimes find that philosophy to be threatening?Like a feeding pig Australia will not step away from the trough of a trading relationship with China despite it's human rights abuses in Tibet.Fuck I need a drink.I just purchased a puppy and already I am a bad parent.I dig the sardus of India.Smoke hash all day and walk around naked....Great.
The Perfect Stalker
Scandalous, Bill Clinton got his cheap thrills from Monica.I hope my wife understands if I go down on Hillary.I may be cheap but I'm not easy.The Karma Sutra should be taught to high school students as part of sex education.
I've had a terrific life.Tried to stab my Dad once.Ecstasy, a hard drug to quit.Before you condemn me as being shallow because of a drug obsession.Don't forget Byron,Shelley and Coleridge;loved their opium and great writers aswell.
Every race of humanity has it's sexy women.Fuck off skinheads.My 'VC' tattoo, does it stand for Victoria Cross or Viet Cong?
Commander Hardy MI6 laying down some espirit de corps for the regiment babies.Have I killed anyone...only if you believe the mythology.
Philosophy
Darkness,I see it because I must open my mind to belief.Blood, the first inkling Cro Magnon Man had of colour.All this rational society shit is pissing me off.I'll smoke unprocessed tobacco in the Amazon if they have some fermented goats milk.And I'll be happy.Motherfucker if you can't enjoy your drink give it to me for Christ's sake.
Effort, what the fuck for.Adolf Eichman,Himmler,Hesse,Goering,Goebbels; the Australian Liberal Party have their modern day equivalent.The NSW premier is a good man.Drink out of the toilet and cut out the middle man if you don't want the children to drink fresh water out of a de-sal plant.
I was encouraged not to talk in Ward Seven.If you can't handle it you're going to have to get used to it.
Television
In an effort to cement the number one position in the world the yanks are presenting a generic intelligence version of the world via the Cathode Ray Tube.Reality shows and Idol are transforming young minds into automaton.Paris Hilton knows how to suck but she has no originality and does better than the suffering poet full of inspiration.
Inane sports obsessions like a gladitorial spectacle are reminiscent of the decline of the leisurely Romans.Angel Heart is a great movie.This time I have learnt the message of that movie and will try to evade arrest by myself.Rocket launches are the preferred weapon of the Jihad crew and as in truth I am Thomas Hardy I shall avoid a stint in Guantanamo Bay by hypocrisy which I justify through my passion for it.Let's all self medicate our way through this tV mediocrity with a bit of blaring ACDC on the stereo...Allah Akbar
Tomes
'I am God'.Tolstoy convinced me after reading the epilouge in War and Peace.Heaven exists because humans create concepts we all can understand.Not a fan of Harry Potter,more of a Lord of the Rings man.Vanity Fair decorates the nineteenth century world.Gibbon with his decline and Fall of the Rroman Empire through it's painstaking analysis vindicates the executed More.Some wear the portrait of Che Guevara.Winston Churchill is far more deserving of a place on your T-shirt.For the love of god I have ventures yet to be realised.For instance the 'Wounded Tiger Army' T-shirts...Blood lineage to Gallipoli,Flanders,Normandy,Kokoda etc.
Will I really live to be 150?I need longevity to finally achieve something and make some doe.Vincent was a victim.
Samurai
Sixty Christian missionaries to Japan were crucified by the local population.Bogans and peasants can be killed by the Samurai with no ensuing consequences.Dungeons and Dragons stipulates that life for the low level magicuser will be difficult.Shogun, Samurai,Baronet and Sultana; you should use power words such as these to bewilder the proles.In the Dune books I recall the line "fear is the mind killer'.Protecting my wife is a paramount consideration in everything I do.Star Group will be called before you have the opportunity to defile any altars in human form that I love and honour.
Spontaneously generate behaviour achieving pythagerean results in the various dimensions.Who built the pyramids, the Pharoh or the Slaves?'Workers united will never be defeated.'
Geoff Hardy My Father
His favourite author is F Scott Fitzgerald.Semarang was once known as the Paris of South Eat Asia.Jimi Hendrix was Dad's favourite rock superstar in the late sixties and early seventies.Shipping containers are unloaded by labourers when they arrive at his Willoughby shop.Javanese women regard him as a courteous philanthropist.
Vodka is his drink of choice.Whenever he stays at his farm we talk over a few beers.Family is important to my Dad.Maya, his Javanese wife is a true friend of my wife and I.Aurelia is the youngest in the family.Fitzgerald's wife was admitted to a mental asylum.Schizophrenia is something I have been accused of but I contend it was more likely post-traumatic stress disorder.Schizophrenics are often associated with denial.
LSD
Purple Oms,White Lightnings,Green Pyramids,Stars,Smileys,Green Pyramids; I took them all.Jagger got a knighthood though and probably took more.Drugs are expensive but I love drugs.Oh well seeing as I'm always broke I'll have to settle for an ascetic lifestyle.Crime and Punishment by Dostoevsky describes the journey of redemption however isn't religion the worst drug of all.At eighteen I had my first marijuana.Psychotropic drugs are a good leveler to take the edge off a hydroponic high.Like scarification I find the epicurean philosophy of indulgence to be fit for a King.Indeed the old association made with royal was of sumptuosness.I once told a psychiatrist that I was a Scythian and enjoyed drinking my own blood.Legalise it.
Japanese Whale Eating Vermin
Stop killing whales you villanous bastards.The 303 needs to be shouldered by us diggers and kick the Jap coastguard out of our waters.The government is too gutless to do anything about it.It's times like these I crack a Fosters and thank God my Father bought me a Holden.We don't need Jap crap.We can make our own vehicles.
Iimmigration is good.We need a Multi Function Polis in Western NSW to accomodate growth in population.Medication time; 200mg of Serequel,50mg of Zoloft,800mg of Solian.Diabetes is a son of a bitch disease.I think I caught it in 1992 when I first worked in Java due to an inferior diet.The most fun I've ever had in Asia was in Kuta.The nightlife in Central Java is virtually non existent.Abu Bakir Bashir also calls it home...only for the hardcore...TWH
Flickering Flame, Baby Boomers Grow Old
John,Paul,George and Ringo; assasination and cancer took two of the best from us.Ringo's made some nice solo albums.Julian Lennon did ok too.Yoko is mistakenly criticised as a negative influence on Lennon.The Luck Of The Irish is a duet of John and Yoko that is really worth a listen.Also there is criticism of Ringo as being a substandard drummer; complete bullshit actually.In truth Ringo is still the most famous of the world's drummers and was the backbone of the Beatles with a distinct and apt style.
The Anti-Vietnam Movement and Flower Power were a watershed for reform and challenged the old order with great bravery and intelligence.Owing to this rich history Nirvana,Arcadia,Happy Hunting Grounds and Olympus await you ageing hippies.Of course pot's legal in heaven.
Louise Valmay Parker
My Mother is and was one of my greatest assets in my life.She doesn't listen to rock music much anymore but appreciation for guitar troubadors was fostered in me at a young age.She once told me wisely that I should not grieve if something fatalistic were to happen to her.Sparta and it's patriachy ejaculate concurrently eveywhere with the debasement of women.Louise is an Achean defying obstacles by remaining pure.All the women on my mothers side are like this.My Great Grandmother was a real Scott and remained stoic and industrious her whole life.Kay protects her so of course I don't have to worry.
Of her four children I am the most wayward.However my Mum respects men when they pull their weight as do my sisters Jessica,Imogen and Hannah.And of course there's their big slug of a hound Percival named after my Uncle Percy.
Don't Freak Out Bitch
'One Flew Over The Cucoos Nest' is a great Movie written by Ken Kesey.Councilors trained in welfare studies think capitalism is the cause of madness.Seraphs are the higher rank of angels.Neil Young,Elton John,Donovan,Joe Satriani and Joe Cocker are muscicians I like.The Exchange Hotel was like shangrila in the early 90's.I'm sure about one thing this world is full of jealous and malicious people.
I dreamt I was forced into a muddy pool full of crocadiles and war veterans.Why do you hate Asians so much?They're generally well assimilated in Australian society and are law abiding.I saved this country from threats from within and without ,without receiving any thanks.If you had a heart you could look into your heart and admit that I am right but you don't so back off motherfucker I don't suffer fools gladly.
Right Wing Conspiracy
The Right Wing Media is casting the seeds of doubt upon the Australian Priminister.They have asserted that his frantic workload will therefore be accompanied by mistakes.In order to counter this problem he should inject a good deal of 'me tooism'.Australians have a healthy cynicism about Left Wing politics and they would appreciate this copy cat strategy by the Labor Party.
Whitlam as commander in chief of the Australian Commonwealth should have got on the phone to the red berets(Royal Australian Corps Of Military Police) and told them to summarily execute the Governor General for treason.
'The Year Of Living Dangerously' is a good book about Java.I seriously don't reccomend smoking ganja there unless of course you like cockroach infested shitholes.
Getting Pissed With The Boys
Crack a New at nine o'clock in the morning like Morrison said.Yeah I've got the biggest beer gut in Australia; it's not a six pack,it's a one pack.VB is an acronym for Volkische Beobachter(Official Journal of the German Nazi Party).I won't even get into what SS Comodore means.
My Dad remembers my Grandfather sanding down the asbestos with a belt sander.KB Gold is available at the bottleshop.The non smokers of the world have succeeded in shuttin' down us cancer jockies from having a good time at a venue.The abundance of rules and regulations accompany the corporisation of air and if you don't comply the'll send you to Baxter.According to the Communist Party those facilities will be used to imprison anyone who is dissenting about globalisation.My future's so bright I've gotta wear shades.Don't forget the sunnies.My dear old Grandad died of a cancer behind the retina caused by excessive sunlight.
Performing CCR On The World
Blogging is akin to an intellectual discipline such as Chinese calligraphy.My website is worth reading because somehow it distracts the mind from a mediocre contemplation.Try it and get your own abstract idea about what it is you should do next.Zimbabwe is a circus of ignorance.Mugabe was once hailed a hero and now the West champions the opposition leader with the unfounded belief that things will get better.A shovel can be a leathel weapon.Beware the 'Digger' and his shovel.
Kevin Rudd is an embicile who is not negotiating the speed at which alliances change in an Orwellian world.The most appropriate tactic is to move closer to Russia in order to obtain their Sukoi jets arguably the best fifth generation jets in the World.it is asserted that I am too big for my boots.That's garbage.I merely practice a healthy amount of critical analysis which I was taught in Primary School.
